Life is hard.

Life is not fair. Life is disappointing.

This time on earth was never promised to be easy. I don’t know if things are even supposed to work out. …


It may be difficult for some to believe that Jesus came two thousand years ago… it is more complicated for me to imagine him coming today.

Today, in a world full of such mindless, numbing despair and apathy. In a world where things don’t ever get better, we just watch…


I had a misunderstanding before conversion that the life and calling of a Christian was full of count it all happiness and worldly blessings. It isn’t.

These past ten years have been the hardest of my 31 years of life. I am not a salesman of Christianity, but I have…


I am starting to put the pieces back together… slowly… carefully, meticulously. This nightmare isn’t over, but it also won’t have the last say.

What the F*ck happened these past 9 months. Who was I 9 months ago… who am I today — different, changed, and liberated. All of my…


I will never forget this year, as I am sure few will. This has been my most difficult year personally, emotionally, mentally, financially, and spiritually. In every way imaginable this year has truly been a struggle. The great irony is how large of expectations 30-year-old Spencer had for this new…


Today I foreclosed on one theatre and sold another. It is a sad day. When the new decade of the roaring 20s began, I had the aspirations and goals to become the largest independent theatre chain in America one day… today I am trying to save my last theatre. …


The day after Good Friday and before Easter — the already but not yet . I think Holy Saturday is a great opportunity to reflect on our lives today and the tension we live in daily. Christ has been crucified, and Christ lies in the tomb today. …


April 3 2020 — “Shooting Heroin” (2020) Releases on VOD and Cable Platforms Nationwide

It was two years ago this month that I wrote the first draft of the screenplay… now two years later the film finally comes out nationwide. Some of my most vivid memories are those of my past film releases. Now my fourth film that I directed and wrote on the…


We are living in a dystopian world right now with the coronavirus raging. Each day the headline news is more stores, theatres, cities and states shutting down. It is dizzying to keep up with all of the latest news and coverage around COVID-19. The numbers are on the rise, and…


This is a strange, bizarre time in the world. I don’t think anyone could have anticipated the surreal times we now find ourselves in. A pandemic is a unique reality that is hard to navigate and predict. But one thing is certain: fear is everywhere.

Fear and despair is an…

Spencer T Folmar

Director & Producer

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