The last day of 32 is fleeting, but 33 feels monumental. It feels different and permanent. Turning 30 was tough. It was the end of an era of adolescence. No longer could I get by in life by my young age and beginner’s luck. …

I have an annual calendar reminder … “COVID START ANNIVERSARY.” March 13, 2020 was the day that American began to shut down. For some, this anniveseray was the beginning of the end. Government forced shutdowns were already happening for “non-essential” businesses. I owned a handful of such businesses, and within…

I remember I had a class with the president of Reformed Theological Seminary and he said, “The Church forms, she Deforms, and then needs to be Reformed.” I think that the time for Reform is now, and the corruption needs to be addressed. There is too much spiritual abuse, bullying, and pride in the name of theological correctness. …

After experiencing some rather unfortunate spiritual abuse and manipulation in the name of Christ… I thought it may be helpful to write a list to help others be free from Cults that charade as Christianity. Exceptionalism. If you believe that your church is the only one that has it right…

I grew up listening to Meat Loaf​ with my family. I was stunned to see his acting performance in Fight Club​ and ever since I saw that film I wanted to work with him. I almost had my chance with Shooting Heroin — Movie​. Meat Loaf was one of the…

Life is hard. Life is not fair. Life is disappointing. This time on earth was never promised to be easy. I don’t know if things are even supposed to work out. …

I had a misunderstanding before conversion that the life and calling of a Christian was full of count it all happiness and worldly blessings. It isn’t. These past ten years have been the hardest of my 31 years of life. I am not a salesman of Christianity, but I have…

I am starting to put the pieces back together… slowly… carefully, meticulously. This nightmare isn’t over, but it also won’t have the last say. What the F*ck happened these past 9 months. Who was I 9 months ago… who am I today — different, changed, and liberated. All of my…

I will never forget this year, as I am sure few will. This has been my most difficult year personally, emotionally, mentally, financially, and spiritually. In every way imaginable this year has truly been a struggle. The great irony is how large of expectations 30-year-old Spencer had for this new…